Once again and again Untitled
Too busy to blog recently...recently life is chaotic for mi...reports,lab,projects studies is drivin mi nuts....reali cant take it...omg...wat to do...besides studying and doing sch work i did notink else recently...today not feeling well and kinda frustrated...mayb becos i tried to quit smoking at one shot...but i failed,my body cant take the sudden change. too tired and sick now...feeling so so so unwell...plus orientation coming...knn...so many things to do...so man things to settle...so many things to handle...so much so much until i dun reali hv time for my self....till then signing off here...
ThEn And AgaIn UnTiTled
HapPenIngs
let's see,the last time i blog is erm..quite long ago...time to update alittle bit...too many things happen recently..good n bad...well,congrats the 3 impt JC females tt i noe n tts Michelle,Xiaohui n Pearlin...heard they did quite well for their As n hope they can get into the course of their choice...now i would like to pray tt my 3 juniors can make it into Poly becos the 3 of them (Wei Cheng,Christina n Chia Seng) each fail one impt module(maths,science n english)...best come to engineering so i can teach them...cos i went thru it...i see Cheng n Seng pattern sure siao liao...lolx...CoMMonTesT
sian sia....5papers...pass 2....i also shocked...dunno wats wrong...guess i jus hv to improve n improve...think i slack too much,initially still did quite well...haix...despite the teaching from my buddies in sch,i still didnt reali make it for ECA,E-Comm n Maths...well,maths results not out yet...but i guess mostly "buang " oso....CANNOT...HV TO BUCK UP...SpeCiaLiSaTiOn
well,thnx to Fauzi for telling mi how to check for the specialisation thing...i got into
SPITC (
Internet Technology & Communication)...erm..tts my first choice...i didn't noe if i choose it correctly...thou its my interest to study IT stuffs but i m quite concern abt few points...1st to be seperated wif my classmates...2nd hv to learn evrytink from scratch...i dun mind actually...3rd,i m worried tt this thing tt i m going to learn has got no market value...As for the first point...i m veri concern abt leaving my class as i m the odd one out choosing ITC while the rest of my clicks choose wireless and embedded system...
ReLaTiOnShIps
Same again...gotta BASTARDS by ppl again...hahaha...(i dunno y i laugh)...mayb i reali see thru the "happenings" part of it...well...time n time again..i tot n tot thru...mayb single is best for mi..i dun reali noe how to be a gd BF...or perhaps i didn't reali hv a chance...when i was wif Michelle for 3yrs,i tink i either hv her too close to mi or i let her off too far from mi..evrytime when i wanted to give her a special "romantic" surprice..she will chut stunt...mayb in the first place i didnt reali caught her heart..followed by are all the "passer-bys" of my life...like my junior (H** Y***) fell for mi ,i was like...oh my god...wat shld i do..i m still waiting for a patch up wif Michelle...den i got no choice but to confront her thru the phone,i learnt tt she cried aft i put down the phone...but not long aft tt i saw her wif another guy i was quite happy for her,she got her happiness...n for joanna's case...i reali look down on say chuan...Candy is a gd gal...how could he do tis to her...jus becos he haven unlock her heart ,he try to go aft 2 gals at the same time...WTF? Peter is the poor guy,to think he still ask say chuan to help him after joanna...guess wat he gotton back??? Peter is not a bad guy,jus tt he tends to do things to the extreme...As for mi,It's perfectly fine...i always get bastards by ppls...wat to do...plus after so much tt i have gone thru thru-out the yrs ,i learn how to forgive n forget,close 1eye n tinks will easily past behind us....Anyway Joanna is not the ideal one for mi...i rmb leasting down the Ideal characteristic of my dream gal....basically y i tink i m not a gd BF...NO $$,NO LOOKS,Too Emotional (BAD TEMPERED..."i m alot better now...i dun reali lose my cool easily now")...BusSiNesS PlaNnInGs
Same again...got problems n setbacks...but we (Zach n I) will nvr give up...OMG...jus saw the news 2days back...Bill Gates Ranking no.1 Richest guy wif 440Billions on hand....WAH....Anyway..ZAAF will Be out n it WILL...Future plannings n Decisions
Well...now i jus wanna concentrate on My Studies and Zaaf Planning...for relationships i m veri sian bout it...always get bastards...well...planning to get a bike n car license next week...Ooh ya...Orientation....
SEG orientation...OMG...i tot i m the VP...ended i m the VP n treasurer...so many work on hand...n exams is round the corner...tink i can only leave most of the things to
Wilson,
Sim n
Fau...cant take the stresss anymore...studies first...till then...
signing off here...
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well..things are always happening ard 24/7... same again,got "bastards" by ppl, got sad, got dull...but den again..i m a libran,i got self-healing skills....hahaha...guess tts becos i experinced it over n over again..kinda got use to it...tis week is our common test but i jus didnt reali have the heart to study...i tried...i'm reali tried...i played games instead of studying...maple maple...well... not tt i m lazy to study, jus tt the sparks didnt ignited...i did try to study,i reali did...jus tt my other commitments (or i shld say problems too) makes me mentally,physically spiriturlly and all stuffs veri tired...so tired things...as i grown up,the more i yearn for peace..when ever there is arguments not concerning mi,i will jus turn my head n leave...not tt i m afriad,jus tt i dun like arguments as i grown older,i feel tt its meaningless when both parties cant reach a satisfying win win situation, y continue? and if,ppl were to look mi up for trouble..i m veri sorry...u hv choosen the wrong person...i m a living volcano under the deep sea... dun ignite mi...dun offend mi...i may seem veri cool n ah beng on the outside, but tts becos i dun reali noe those ppl...there is no need for mi to be too frenly (as in laugh n smile for no reason)...i tend to be on amour mode when i m with strangers becos, firstly i dun like to entertain strangers,secondly i drawn a veri clean line between frenz,buddy,family n classmates, thirdly i got a Ah BENG look when i dun smile (i enjoy the coolness sometimes) lastly....ppl tend to take advantages when i m kind to them...they like to say awful n lame jokes bout mi or being sacastic (i noe my stand,no need for others to tel mi)... ok back to common test...out of 4,i tink i will fail 2 (e-comm n mahts)...formulas jus jam when i entered the LT,its doesnt seem to come out...for maths...ooh god holy mama....my lecturer reali CMI...after the first attentive lesson..i had not being listening much in class...she reali makes mi pissed off n wanna slp... JC came to my house today...we r suppose to be meeting at the prata shop @8...but he came up to my house instead...well...we did some stuffs n go look ard frensters n ppl online...haha..we went to see the (xiao hai bu ben's selina n kim wakerman's blog).... after tt we went down for dinner at abt 9.30...he keeps promoting mi kim wakerman n ask mi to go for CDC functions... lets tok abt CDC,its sometink like my club (SEG CLUB)... but the prob is..i dunwan go into someplace where my fren is of higher status den mi when i tink i m better (actually i m not any better...hahaha)...jus tt i rather go into a forent place where i reali start from scratch...my position now in the club might be top3...but to mi its jus a empty shell...its heaven's will tt i enter the P election,but its oso his will to let mi not win...he wanted to bring mi to become a more matured n humble person...well,i m jus an ordinary guy too... lets tok abt kim wakerman...i like her(as in she looks great,notink evil on my mind)... i read her blog..i noticed tt well...she needs a normal life oso...she is jus a ordinary 15 yr old gal...wats wrong with being in kidscentral...isnt tt her hobby n stuffs? evryone got a chioce of their own life...y so many critisim bout her n stuffs... well...as the books goes..do not do tinks tt u dunwan others to do to u... she seems to be a veri lonely teen to mi... how nice if i noe her n mayb i could share with her a peace of my mind...mayb she wun not be as lonely...from wat i understand...its hard for her to have a true n faithful fren under her current circumstances...well, i m glad tt god bring JC n i together... we are a pair man...we are a great tag team...he noe about wat i gone through all this yrs... he is quite worried tt i will become a monk becos i m getting n seeing tinks veri plain as time goes by... so he keep asking mi to go CDC n get to noe Kim Wakerman....haha...i dun even noe her...let alone wooing her..lolx!!!!!!! well...she is reali a nice gal n tt matured at her age... as for now,i jus wanna concentrate more on my business planning... well...till den... i m going to watch my fav romace of the 3 kingdom....tadaz..
UnTiTlEd AgAiN...
There is sometink which i wanna mention first...its last friday...hmm,we had got got lecture from 12 to 4...cant reali rmb the time,i only rmb wat happened...anyway..lesson break,jeff shaojie n i went to bridge for a puff,den when we came back we r walking 3 in a row....i was at the extreme left...joanna was sitting at the bench outside LTN2...dunno y...when she saw mi with a drink or wat,she suddenly walk den run towards extreme rite side...den suddenly turn to extreme left side,she jump infront of mi n snatch my drink while i was drinking...den my classmates started to ask mi "song bo?" "Huat ar,Ryan" "wah...indirect kissing sia..." "Ryan , keep the straw"etc etc etc...got abit high ofcos...but den again,its quite a norm ba...jaslyn always share drinks with mi,but tts becos we r quite close mah..den again,at least for sure,joanna treats mi as a fren rite? i meant who would wanna share drinks with strangers...?well,she is absent from sch for abt 4 days...quite worried for her attendance..in the sense classmates mah... and also,suddenly wah sianz diao...tis few days was like back to the normal A6...reali have to thank my pals who supported mi going after her...i feel bad towards joo cheng sometimes...there are times i fly his kite...i still rmb tt time go fareast to locate joanna's shop...in the end,so many one..which one sia...den i gave up...lets go compass n sit...but den again,i felt so weak at tt time...no longer now...i cant feel inferior becos of my past wif michelle...anyway i met her few days back n found out tt she is sort of being cheated or wat and yet she doesnt noes abt it..i jus tel her to let go when its time...for now i can say...i reali let go of my past le...not becos i found joanna or wat...its because i have matured n learnt to let go when its time...anyway..while i was doing trouble shooting ytd in make up lesson,i suddenly rmb the partnering times i had wif her... so sweet...not tt i m physco or wat..jus tt i feel tis kind of feeling is veri sweet ba...today i was late for my 8 am lesson..i went at 9 becos i rmb sir saying tt lab cannot late...if e-learning late i still can let u sign...so i go at 9 lor...den i manage to sign..tt sir is reali gd..veri gd...its our luck to have him n afew other teacher as lecturers...except for CHUA HONG HONG....reali dun like to attend her lesson...hmm..back to it...we went for internet computing quiz at LTM 2 after Ecomm...den got one stupid lectuer from the other class...ask us to shift here n there while his class can sit together...noob... well,i made a small mistake...haix..i put all "th"...sianz..dunno wat i tinkin oso...joanna wasnt here for the quiz all tt ,althought she got MC,but den can get debarrment oso...wonder how she is,mayb new yr coming..her business oso busy...anyway..my business career seems to be getting on track... i got help from my entrepruenear lecturer,he guided mi on how to start it out,well the rest is up to mi...i seriously dun like the feeling of being poor.. it sucks...anyway,my parents is old,i wanna make more money asap so tt i cant bring them around the world n let them have a taste of luxury life... today during maths lecture,i went to buy sometink to eat wif wen xiang...we eat it at the back lift area next to LTN8...we 2 decided to skip the class since the lecturer CHUA HONG HONG is so diao...plus she not calling names today,den we chatted outside there...wen xiang is not a normal teenager,after tokin to him,i get to noe him more...y did he learn a bike n hv those funny tinkins...its becos he finds that life is boring...so he wanted to make sometink out of his stagnent life...he is a gd guy...reali nice n gentle..may god bless him in having the colorful life he wanted... times up n we went back to attend internet computing...i sat down n chatted wif siyu..he seems to have recovered from his broken relationship n now back on track to go for new gals...he treats us like bro,vice versa..nice knowing him n shaojie...this 2 guys might be from china,but they are my indeed my bros..they are quite supportive n helpful in my studies...reali have to thank them alot...btw,i miss joanna...lolx...till den... to be continued...
XinG Fu RI~~~
HmM..ToDaY VeRI HaPpY!!!hahaha...today 12 lesson...as usual,go for CP2 lesson...haha den mp spoil again,den MR Leong ask mi go use his comp again,lolx~like special sia...i m now sort of his fav student,he is a gd teacher...veri veri gd...he tot mi patiently n make sure i understands...his lesson ended..we went to E-Comm lecture,i lost my admin card so i tel the lecturer abt it,he seems to be a nice old man..haha den i feel bad sia he ask mi got skip lesson anot i say no(i reali didnt skip b4),i felt guilty becos,aft he let mi sign i go makan..lolx...hahaha..den i faster makan n go back lo..E-Comm ended oso,now comes ECA lecturer,i tol him the same tink and ask him where to replace card n he let mi go to block A..lolx...thats not the best part...lolx..the best part is my my contact wif joanna..so happy man...today seh wore pink top n skirt...wah...melt sia...LOL!!!i ask for her msn,den she ask mi for my hp telling mi tt she will send it to milater(haven recieve..lolx),we shall wait..i m confident tt i will get it the next time i see her...den its break b4 nite class..we went to FJ to makan...den peter sibei extra sia...sit between mi n her..lolx..i dun blame him oso..i find her irresistable too...well,mayb he blur den dunno la...hmm...dunno la...dun care abt him..lolx..i rmb tis afternoon,say chuan tel mi, cannot "du lai du wang,u see peter...",i replied "like i tol u,he got no sha shang li(harmless)"...dunnoe la...lolx! anyway..nite class started,zul tel sir to partner joanna n mi together since we both of our partner is absent...den joanna was beside mi..she said "jing wan ni jiu gen wo le", walan i like high sia...MAMA HIGH...lolx!!! den i tel her..its like u gonna eat mi up lolx,she oso laugh..hahaha...den class started..wah piang..trouble shoot...haix...veri blur sia...i was lost in the beggining...she like power sia..chiong all the way...den i nvr give up..i study the diagram n truth table..den i found out the truth...i mean..WE found out the problem..haha..so paiseh sia..she write the report...she like veri focus on writing..hmm well...den i trouble shoot the second code word..n found out the fault in no time..hahaha...well...she gives mi power!!!den lesson ended...hahah...we did not leave together...we went off n halfway she went to the ladies to wait for her mum to fetch her back..den i leave early wif siyu n mr meng..lolx!!! HmM...recap..my frens/classmates see mi den keep teasing mi..lolx...recap wat they did...say chuan keep pointing the gd signal,candy n lynn keep asking mi if i nose bleed liao anot,later no strenght(due to heavy blood loss) how to party quest(maple),xiao ming come into the class n say gong xi,the rest like wenxiang n gang congrats mi n etc etc etc...lolx!!!!!!!! so SONG!!!!!!...recap my time wif joanna so SONG!!!!!!! she lame wif mi n i lame wif her...lolx!!! so fun!!! she still make the snoring noise indicating the lesson veri sianz..hahaha...she has got decent appearance but den...when u noe her...she is veri veri lame....hahahah...ooh ya...after we found the errors,she "HI5" mi..i did the same n shake her hand...WHOA!!!!!!! her hand quite soft sia n abit small...lolx!!!!!!! i like...hahaha...till den...dot dot dot...to be continued withnice story...eh wait...today mr seah leng wah was in the lift wif mi n wenxiang n JOANNA....den he suddenly say i SLIM DOWN!!!!!!! so song..lolx....joanna tease mi...hahaha...and ya,she sort of dun like smokers..lolx...anyway till den..to be continued....
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hmm...so long no blog blog...got gd n bad tinks happened recently..first...tt michelle again..pester mi to go out wif her..den i found her she is not up to a veri gd stuffs again..how i found out? she sent to wrong person sms..den i saw..wtf..aft tt,wheneva she jio mi out i will reject or wat so eva..dun care la.. second...business set back...evrytink is being plan out n draft out...but we lack capital to start our business..haix..money money money...we need abt 100k (conservative calculation) haix...etc etc etc..cant rmb n oso dunwan rmb the sad tinks..but lastly..i dunno y..the peeps ard mi nvr show mi support most of the times...infect they like to hit mi rite on the bull's eye...no matter in relationship wise ,studies wise and starting out businesses...studies ok la,i still get abit of technical support from my frenz...but in terms of relationship n starting my own business..haix...its either they tel mi "no chance one la.." if not "so many ppl tel mi set up business..but in the end leh?" etc etc etc..wats tis? come on...they only tok...i reali did wat i can do..but its the capital..but not to worry..Zach n I got plannings to overcome tis prob..we are prepared for the worst...we both hv tis tinkin..we dunwana get sacked at the age of 40..its like a pork on the tepanyaki getting ready to be swollow down the throat.. tts all for the sad part...now its the happy tinks...our class got this new gal...! so song..at least not so dull ..her name is Joanna looks like a quiet gal..but she oso qutie lame one la..she power sia..age of 20,got her own business...wtf...father rich so nice..lolx..jkjk...anyway..my classmates like to make sometinks out of notink...ok la,she got sweetvoice..looks n figure wise oso ok la..not bad..the prob is,our gap abit to far.. she is not the reali ideal type tt i wan..i still rmb..my ECA teacher put her partner wif mi...den when i enter the lab..she said "Ryan ar,see i so gd ,put u partner wif pretty gal"..guess wat i ans? "So..shld i say Thank You?" haha the whole class laugh..den the teacher continue saying i must treat her to lunch,dinner all tt so as to repay her for doing mi a favour by putting joanna wif mi..den i dun care her..start tokin to joana..hahahaa...ok la..if she not ard i somehow got abit weird..but den stnd one la..lolx! she most of the times are sick,if not working..bo bian mah...i feel weird as in,wah class suddenly so dull sia..look here n there still the same ppl...i dunno y sia..my classmates all like bees...like joanna got polent lidat..some of them like to crowd ard her at times..lolx! den i tel candy..she tot i oso wanna fly there..lolx! well,my studies is abit on track now..but den i m still at lost sometimes..lucky got jason leong(CP2 teacher)..he is veri gd sia...my comp spoil,he let mi use his comp..like special student lidat..he tel mi i m his fav student..lolx..i m beggining to like his lesson more...he is a fun guy to mix wif,but i noe he oso got limit one...so i wun go overboard oso..one veri veri bad tink...my sister in law's dad passed away..den she somehow affected by wats goin on in her company n regarding her dad..i tink she is abit weird in the way she tok..tink she suffered too much stresss n pressure from work n back home...lets hope my sister in law will be fine..she is a veri gd mother,daughter in law and SiSter in law...new yr coming,hope evry one will be happy n myself happy..get GD GRADES,GD GF,GD PROFIT OF INCOME & HOPE OUR BUSINESS WILL BE ABLE TO START UP...lastly i got a veri greedy Wish...---->HoPe EvRy KiNd SouL WiLl LiVe EtErNaLly ESP MY FAMILY...signing off here...
Enclosed Envelop
I was quite enjoying playing the maple story game this couple of days..reali hv to have patients in trainging those cute charactors...nvr reali slp den i went back to schoool for "open house" meeting...only to find out tt this is quite a boring thing..Mr khoo wans us to play those mind games wif youngsters?? OMG!!! anyway.after the meeting ,we went back to ssn club room discuss some stuffs n slack..den off we go to TM...quite sianz oso the place is so diff when i last went wif michelle..well overall,the bus journey is the funniest part..fauzi actually did that peeping hotrod evolving action..nb...hahahhahahaa...after seperating wif fauzi n boon chin,i head on to orchard to meet xin ni n pearlin...quite boring oso la..sit at mac outside shaw less den 15mins take bus go PS..less den 15mins go compass again..den less den 1 hr go home...while waiting for bus i found out sometink sad...the "frenz into bgr tinks " is on again..i wonder y man..frenz into bgr, if ok den it turns out gd...if not? its the sandwich fren tt kena ...haix..i seen too many of it recently...y did they wanna act on impulse saying who like who or wateva?? is their heart reali settled down?? come on la...i learn sometink,1 must noe where he stands n set his piority...as a student study first la..y didnt i recieve enlightenment earlier?? haix..now my heart is totally close for all entries...now wat impt is to study n get better grades next sem..bgr is out for the moment,at least after NS.. i was hurt b4 n i m not reali ready for any kinds of relations at the moment..after NS when i m more matured den continue ...now is the time to set n target my goals in life,studies,business,club n most imptly my family...cant help to tink of it sometimes...my heart is like a closed envelop...u nvr noe wats inside n tt is for the special lady tt god has send to open it up. i tink i hv to change myself..i dun tink i will tok corny infront of any gals now..i have to shake of that ah beng n corny image..tts not the real mi..i joke,i scold,i tok or wateva to the person means tt he or she is some1 i bother to tok to or i shld sae impt to mi..for those which i dun give it a damn,my face will be veri sterning n fierce..tis is to amoured myself from "cuts & thorns" ...and oso cover my past scars...haix...signing off here...doing sometink i will usually do again...diao...
